Inspiration

I seriously just sat down and wrote this, how about a chorus peeps...

Randomness...within the world...and madness...in the streets...how about some peace...how about it...nobody knows how i feel...yet the whole world feels the same...happiness is lost...joy cannot be found...help me help me...i'm beginning to drown...life is a joke...why not end it...iv'e been to the brink and back...and happened to live to tell about it...whoa...whoa...(chorus)

Things been goin on...

There are a lot of things that have happened around here lately and i thought id fill you in...
First off, SUMMA!!!!! yes!!! its finally here and it will go by so fast that i won't be able to do anything... Next i guess im srry to say that i lost my sunglasses somewhere en route to a party...im also going to be doing a nice workout plan this summer in preparation for soccer this fall...my band changed its name, Faultry, pro. (fall-tree), its a twist from the word faultering, which in a sense is exactly what man kind is doing right this second, in our sin, the second law of thermodynamics, entropy, matter is constantly going from a state of order to disorder, so we thought it was appropriate...there has been a lot of rain lately in these parts, idk how much but it was quite a bit of downpouringness...drums are starting to get complicated, which was expected, but nothing a little practice can overcome...now to important stuff...God has been showing me plenty of things in the past months, like my pride issue, yes rachael gier im admitting it, i have a pride issue, but who doesn't, theres that part of me that wants to lash out when there is injustice or a chance for me to be noticed by others, its a struggle and im looking to Jesus for the resolution...I read this morning that we who are not constantly reminding ourselves of the Gospel to ourselves everyday all the time, have this longing in our hearts that needs to be filled; the world promises us something to fill that longing with, whether its the approval of others, a relationship, money, status, being apathetic, whatever it is, the world wants you to fill your heart with the thing that will only leave you wanting more, but if we "preach" the gospel to ourselves, THAT will fill our hearts and there will be no room for the things of this world to come between you and your maker, the one who loves and cares for you, rains down blessing after blessing on your life, and the least thing we can do for him is to look to the blessing as a place of rest and satisfaction, not the one that produced it, we praise the "thing", we have turned away from our lover, Jesus' words in Luke 13:34,"O, Jerusalem, Jerusalem, the city that kills the prophets and stones those who are sent to it! How often would I have gathered your children together as a hen gathers her brood under her wings, and you would not!" Christ is calling for the rebelious people of Jerusalem to himself because he loves them, but don't you see, he is speaking about all of mankind, including you, the person who has countless times, run away from God even while his call was on your ears, I urge you, run to Christ! he is the only thing that can satisfy, that can fill your heart, he gives peace like no other, but we need to accept Him as a perfect, loving, and graceous God, who forgives those who repent with sinceer hearts. God is calling, he always is, but the question is will you listen...there it is, the truth, that has been stored in my heart for months, do with it what you want, but remember this isn't because i have it figured out, i'm struggling with this too so take it from me, review the Gospel and start "preaching" it to yourself and see what happens...

Another Post...

i'll take the advice of some of my friends and post a post... ok im just finishing school and i NEED a job for the summer. I've tried at a bunch of places but im waiting on the Lord to open a door and shove me through it, not sure of my theology there but anywho. This summer i've been given a schedule of workouts to do to get ready for conditioning on Aug. 3...craziness, plyometrics, strength training, ball skills, and running, plenty of running... drums are coming along... its funny, i dropped a drum stick during Impact worship tonight and i don't think anybody noticed, thats how you can tell a good drummer from a decent drummer, if he drops a stick, nobody knows, the people playing the music at least...chatting always seems to get the best of me, idk why or how but it does...ill let u think about that for a moment...anyway the job!!! im trying to get work at this place called Steak Out, idk if uv heard of it, its a restaurant that serves food, and i also thought about working at a great place called TMT, Tyler Mill Towing, even if its just filing papers or sweepin floors it would be a job none the less...supposedly the band is going to get together more this summer? where at people, where at, cause im trying to offer a turn at church and im getting hemmed and hawed, PEOPLE this is a chance to play together, this is what i've been telling u will happen in the summer, guess what its June 10th, summers practically half over...get with it people...well thats all i have to rant about, ooo... one more thing...really good podcast...The Narrow Mind...listen to it today...I also got a 92% on my Chemistry final, and a good grade on my Bible final...so thats it, bye